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You are a City Girl!

Whether you live in the city or not, you've got the heart of a city girl. You're up on the latest trends - what's hot in music, food, and fashion. And you love to be on the go. Your perfect day is filled with tons of fun. Your perfect guy is a city guy, so head to LA, NYC, Sydney, or London to find him!

What Kind of Girl Are You?

wrong

You Are 58% Bitchy

Generally, you're an average woman, with average moods. But sometimes... well, watch out! Sometimes, you let your mean side get the better of you. And you enjoy every minute of it.

How Bitchy Are You?

yeah

Your Guy Is Not A Player!

At least, all signs point to "negative" What your guy is: straight up, honest... And a one woman man. This one's a keeper - so hold on to him.

Is He A Player?

0_o

You Are a Good Student of Men

You're pretty good at knowing what men are thinking But you're not dead on 100% of the time Let your guy off the hook sometimes... because you may be reading him all wrong!

How Well Do You Understand Men?

im dead sexah.. this quiz is a fibber

Your Vibe is Super Sexy

You feel 100% sexy at almost any moment And this inner sexiness really does boost your appeal You're confident, playful, and outgoing You know what you have to offer - and you're proud of it!

How Sexy Is Your Vibe?

wild

Your Reputation Is: Wild Girl

You love to give people something (and someone) to gossip about As far as you're concerned, all gossip is good gossip

What's Your Reputation?

yeah, this I knew

You Are a Friendly Flirt!

You are quite the flirt, but you don't flirt with just anyone. And you hardly ever get caught, because your flirting seems so friendly. You've got a good thing going. Tons of friends, both guys and girls. And if you do decide to flirt, hardly anyone's the wiser. Pretty trick!

What Kind of Flirt Are You?

the eq connection

ok both times that we were going through hard times, guys seemed to appear from that world. wtf is that about?!

see sensitive

Guys Like That You're Sensitive

And not in that "cry at a drop of a hat" sort of way You just get most guys - even if you're not trying to Guys find it is easy to confide in you and tell you their secrets No wonder you tend to get close quickly in relationships!

What Do Guys Like About You?

yeah that's very close to home right there

You Are a Dirty Martini

You are a sexy, sometimes belligerent, over the top drunk. You tend to get in a lot of trouble. When you drink, there are no rules. You should never: Drink in the company of strangers. Seriously. Your ideal party: Is so good you black out in the middle of it. Your drinking soulmates: Those with a Margarita Martini personality. Your drinking rivals: Those with an Orange Martini personality

What Flavor Martini Are You?

unsure

There lies a mystery...
Things said
Things unsaid

Why do we have to be so vague?
Why do we continue to play this game with eachother?

Where do we stand?
My head screams to know the answers.

Duo

I have thoughts that I'm not supposed to have.
Feelings
That are forbidden.
I hide
Inside of myself.

I can't completely reveal who I am.. or what I do.
I'm standing alone.
But I am two people inside.
I'm beside myself.

Regret is something that you should never have.
So I revel in pleasure inside myself.

How I wish that I could share with others.
But I don't really want to hear them complaining...
"You should know better Jen."

They don't even need to say the words for them to echo in my head.

You would think that I would "know better" then.
But apparently I don't
Or I just frankly don't care.

Good intentions

But that's how the story always starts

Regret is something that you should never have.
So I revel in pleasure inside of myself.
Beside myself
I stand alone

girls- decoder

FINE
This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.

FIVE MINUTES
If she is getting dressed; this is half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given 5 more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.

NOTHING
This is the calm before the storm. This means "something," and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with 'Nothing' usually end in "Fine."

GO AHEAD
This is a dare, not permission. Don't do it.

LOUD SIGH
This is not actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A "Loud Sigh" means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you over "Nothing."

THAT'S OKAY
This is one of the most dangerous statements that a woman can make to a man. "That's Okay" means that she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.

THANKS
A woman is thanking you. Do not question it or faint. Just say you're welcome

dashboard confessional

http://auditiq.nerim.net/music/dashboardconfessional-theplacesyouhave.mp3
dashboard confessional- +he places you have come to fear the most

har! spank me! love it love it

You are

What Rejected Crayon Are You?

sell out?

On Average, You Would Sell Out For

$1,084,347

At What Price Would You Sell Out?

spicy

You Are Super Spicy

You're a little bit crazy, a little bit naughty, and a whole lot of sexy. You go beyond hot - you set people's senses on fire!

Are You Hot?

eh not too surprising

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion: You have high extroversion. You are outgoing and engaging, with both strangers and friends. You truly enjoy being with people and bring energy into any situation. Enthusiastic and fun, you're the first to say "let's go!" Conscientiousness: You have medium conscientiousness. You're generally good at balancing work and play. When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done. But you've been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it. Agreeableness: You have low agreeableness. Your self interest comes first, and others come later, if at all. In general, you feel that people are not to be trusted. And you're skeptical that anyone else really feels differently. Neuroticism: You have medium neuroticism. You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic. Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy. Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of. Openness to experience: Your openness to new experiences is high. In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas. You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits. A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything.

The Five Factor Personality Test

its sims evolution style

spore

i already knew i was one of those trendy fuckers...

You Should Be Fashion Designer

Although you're offbeat and artistic, you have a good eye for trends You can figure out new incredible clothes to create... that will sell well!

What Sort of Artist Should You

ok, apparently everything i thought i knew was wrong /boggled

Your Political Profile:

Overall: 40% Conservative, 60% Liberal

Social Issues: 50% Conservative, 50% Liberal

Personal Responsibility: 50% Conservative, 50% Liberal

Fiscal Issues: 0% Conservative, 100% Liberal

Ethics: 25% Conservative, 75% Liberal

Defense and Crime: 75% Conservative, 25% Liberal

How Liberal Or Conservative Are You?

not bad

You Are 43% Vain

You're a little vain, but more than anything you have a healthy amount of confidence. Thinking the world of yourself is great. Just don't think less of those who aren't as pretty as you!

How Vain Are You?

me pornstar name

Your Pornstar Name is: Lexxxy Tipsy Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

oh yeah thats me alright... mmm margaritas

You Are a Lemon Margarita

Sour, tangy, and overpowering, you tend to give people a jolt back into reality. While you don't sugar coat things, you're honest - which is actually quite refreshing.

What Flavor Margarita Are You?

so careing i know

People Envy Your Compassion

You have a kind heart and an unusual empathy for all living creatures. You tend to absorb others' happiness and pain. People envy your compassion, and more importantly, the connections it helps you build. And compassionate as you are, you feel for them.

What Do People Envy About You?

empower

You Are Internal - Realist - Empowered

You feel your life is controlled internally. If you want something, you make it happen. You don't wait around for things to go your way. You value your independence and don't like others to have control. You are a realist when it comes to luck. You don't attribute everything to luck, but you do know some things are random. You don't beat yourself up when bad things happen to you... But you do your best to try to make your own luck. You have a good deal of power, but you also know the pecking order. You realize that working the system does get you further. You know who to defer to and who to control. When it comes to the game of life, you play things flawlessly.

The Three Dimension Luck and Power Test

the plague of humanism

we are but people
little specs
in a big world
but it's not a big world
it's only a mere illusion

everyone is connected
the world tightens its grip
clinging
suffocateing
with an occassional bit of suffering
Happiness in the midterm

we are walking contradictions
We're hypocrites
we're liars
even when we think we're not
It's only a mere illusion

we are but people
little specs
in a big world
but it's not a big world


everyone is connected
the world tightens its grip
clinging
suffocateing
with an occassional bit of suffering
Happiness in the midterm

thats it, im packing my bags!

no, I'm not leaving Andre... but fuck. I seriously need to get a job specifically for a travel savings account. Chris showed me some pictures of when he went to Japan and London today. And, well fuck. Sitting on my ass is getting me nowhere. Thankfully my ass hasn't expanded in the process. I need to get back to the "old Jen" and stop with this damn domesticated crap. I mean, I need a fucking balance. This blows.

de fish

adopt your own virtual pet!

me hamster code

adopt your own virtual pet!

har take that!

Not a Jealous Bone in Your Body

You're secure, trusting, and giving with friends and lovers And while you may have been hurt before, you've bounced back You're generally happy with your life - and no one's grass is greener than yours One word of caution: some may see your lack of jealousy as indifference!

Are You Jealous?

pinup me

You are Bettie Page

Girl next door with a wild streak You're a famous beauty - with unique look And the people like you are cultish about it

What Famous Pinup Are You?

curious

Today dad didn't call. I would like to think that he hasn't forgotten. This is very uncharacteristic of him. I just hope that everything is alright.

because I think he may read this...

knowing that I most likely blogged, I think if he has some common sense (we shall see huh) he will read this. So Andre, my ears are feeling a bit naked these days.. perhaps you can figure out a way to dress em up... not ones that the kids will pull on pls thanx.

Love,
me

ps- yes he did contact me today to wish me happy bday.. but you probably already guessed that huh? speaking of which.. why the hell didn't you call like you said you would? strike 2?

le sigh

For those of you that read the "other blog" pardon for the repost---

So here I am another day older.. another year of nothing exceptionally spectaular happening other than the birth of my daughter. And where am I? Out doing something exciting? Of course not. It's just another average day. Nothing out of the normal. Yes, I'm just stuck here at home.

Should I give him hints as to what to do? Probably. But then, that would take out half the fun of it... the surprise of it all. Once upon a time he did things like that. Getting flowers was actually an unexpected treat. Things felt less forced.

Lately, that's just what it feels like- forced and expected. And it's not because he does it that often. Yes, he does quite a bit often, but the little things men are "supposed to do" he does with less frequency.
A few weeks ago or so, he bought me some lilies for example. That had to be the first time in a long time that it felt like a surprise.

Did he miss the day in class where they passed out instruction booklets as to some of the nice things that you can do for your woman? I mean, for example, the last time I got any jewelry from him was my engagement ring. Not that I'm asking for tons of jewelry or anything. But what's so difficult about figureing out, especially when I've given him tons of clues in the interum, that maybe a little something like that would be nice. The last time I got flowers? Before Sakura was born.

Why does it seem that if I want something little like that that's not a video game or computer related, that I pretty much have to spell it out and tell him- "hey buy this for me." Before he even gets the hint. Gah! alfhafjf

I'm not trying to come off as materialistic-though from this rant, it may appear otherwise. I mean, don't get me wrong I like nice things.. who the hell doesn't?! I guess that I just always had this fantasy in my head of this way that men were supposed to be... the things that they just were supposed to do if they were in love.... little spontaneous memorable things... perhaps something like Josh used to do all those years back. le sigh So my relationship isn't perfect.

Maybe he's saving it for when we go out to Chicago. Maybe he really did go all out with whatever he got me online. Yes, I know that he did get something already, it just hasn't arrived.

But is it wrong to ask for some acknowledgement other than a happy birthday today from him? I mean something out of the ordinary. If so, feel free to correct me here.

edit-I think I may be developing an ulcer nowadays... the chest pain that I had with my pregnancy hasn't quite completely gone away. Stress related I'm sure b/c of everything that's going on most likely...I know, how lovely is that? Once again, le sigh

yawn

I'm bored. Terribly bored. Now I understand how I got into origami in the first place. But I don't feel like making anything atm... and if I do, it would just be to kill the boredom.
I could go play a game.. but it's the same thing in a different package no matter what MMO I end up playing. Or, well that's what it feels like.
You may try to derive that I'm also somewhat depressed as I write this. You would be wrong, I'm merely feeling a touch blahzay . Yes I know that has to be misspelled of course, your observatition of the irony of me using the "50 cent word" while deliberately or not deliberately misspelling it in the first place is dually noted.
(We've already established that my spelling isn't always the finest anyway- so where were you.)

I've acted somewhat flakey and ditzy the past few days. Perhaps it was that I was surrounded by booth babes, or games so my mind just halfway fluttered out of my brain. I'd like to blame it on them... their stupidity must be contagious.

In the process of that, I may or may not have given a few incorrect impressions of myself. Of which, I'm kicking myself in the ass about.

As I level back to the level of cynacism I would normally have towards life, I'm really just seeing how is indeed a small a world that we live in. I no longer see so much glory and glamour in television or having money. I mean, of course I like having nice things. But in perspective, this "image is everything" is just.. well, a bit silly. (I will be the first to admit that I am a hypocrite about this)

I don't understand women. I don't get the changing clothes every season. Seasonal girls just.. well, they make me sick. I thought I was alright with my clothes being up to date. But, damn. Yeah sure I'll dress nice and things. But fuck that seasonal crap.

I sit here and just wish that I had something more exciting to do. Andre is off, so of course, he wants to stay at home. I'd rather be out. Doing something.. hell just about anything. Sakura is asleep, the boys are playing and behaveing. But he's knocked out on the couch, and here I am. Maybe I should go lose myself in some books at Barnes or something... just take the van out and go. Damnit I wish that I knew more people out here. I really wish that I didn't cross into those moments of ditzyness sometimes. Gah. I really need to get out/get a job/go to school. I think it may be time to look for some word search puzzles or soduko whatever the fuck its called now.

but "buying in" looks so appealing...

After seeing the reactions I got coming out of my conference Friday when I dressed up, I'm getting the idea that maybe looks are really are important. I'm not trying to sound shallow at all. But there was a huge difference in the overall generall reactions that I was getting when I was dressed "uppity" versus when I was dressed my normal skater/indie look.
There are pros and cons to going both ways- and not like that, though that is true as well of course. I'm just a little torn. It takes a lot of work and money to be the uppity looking type. I mean, Andre spent quite a bit buying me that purse from Saks today. When I went into the hanger 94 after that to try and find a tinier wallet to fit in it, I was amazed at how cheap everything seemed to be in comparrison. Normally I would walk in there and be totally in love with all the things there and feel bad everytime I spent $ there. When in reality, it's really nothing.
Geez... I'm confused here.

Men

someone posted this as a bulletin, and I thought it was pretty funny.. so forgive the double post

Men are like ...

Men are like plastic wrap. Cheap. Clingy. And very easy to see through.
Men are like department stores. Their clothes should always be half off.
Men are like placemats. They only show up when there's food on the table.
Men are like mascara. They usually run at the first sign of emotion.
Men are like bike helmets. Handy in an emergency, but otherwise they just look silly.
Men are like government bonds.They take so long to mature.
Men are like parking spots. The good ones are taken.
Men are like copiers. You need them for reproduction, but that's about it.
Men are like newborn babies. They're cute at first, but you get tired of picking up their crap.
Men are like computers. Hard to figure out and never enough memory.
Men are like power tools. They make a lot of noise, but it's hard to get them to work.
Men are like remote controls. Simple. Easy to use. And usually lying around a TV.
Men are like shag carpets. Soft, fuzzy and extremely easy to walk on.
Men are like vacuum cleaners. They're not much fun, but at least you get to push them around.
Men are like road kill. They usually just lie around until they start to smell.
Men are like soap operas. They're fun to watch, but don't believe everything you hear.
Men are like pillows. Eventually, even the best ones get soft and lumpy.
Men are like old car tires. Balding, full of hot air, and it never hurts to have a spare.
Men are like lava lamps. Fun to look at, but not all that bright.
Men are like bank accounts. Without a lot of money, they don't generate much interest.
Men are like high heels. They're easy to walk on once you get the hang of it.
Men are like coolers. Load them with beer and you can take them anywhere.
Men are like chocolate bars. Sweet, smooth, and they usually head right for your hips.
Men are like coffee. The best ones are rich, warm, and can keep you up all night long.
Men are like horoscopes. They always tell you what to do and are usually wrong.

ramble

Ok a few things.. apparently Molls said that my comments haven't been fixed for awhile now. I thought I'd changed it on this blog but apparently I hadn't. I remember disableinging the comments for my political blog, but thought I had fixed it on this one. Long story short, I fucked up. But it's fixed now.

too funny, i was talking about this this week actually

You Are a Martini

There's no other way to say it: you're a total lush. You hold your liquor well, and you hold a lot of it!

What Mixed Drink Are You?

cherry

Your Porn Star Name Is...

Tight Cherry

What's Your Porn Star Name?

who me?

You Are a Coy Flirt

You may not seem like you're flirting, but you know exactly what you're doing. You draw people in, very calculatingly, without them even knowing. Subtle and understated, you know how to best leverage your sex appeal. A sexy enigma, you easily become an object of obsession.

What Kind of Flirt Are You?